Saturday 25 June 2011

Stop Fucking With My Mind

The events of Wednesday's therapy session have really fucked with my mind.  I find it unbelievable that a service that is supposed to provide support can just cast people aside.  I have spoken to MIND and they are willing to help but I really shouldn't have to do this.

Also I spent the day waiting for confirmation of whether Matt had got a new job or not but they didn't call him - looks like they are making the candidates wait until Monday.

Thursday 23 June 2011

Unbelievable

Had my session yesterday and was told that although I need at least 2 years support they are cutting it off after one - I.e. In 8 weeks time.

To say I am angry is an understatement.

Wednesday 22 June 2011

A Clear Inbox

Almost got my work inbox down to zero yesterday which is an amazing feat - a clear inbox = a clear mind.

Suffering quite badly from the side effects of my tablets at the moment and still feeling low.  I need to take them but the side effects are very debilitating.

Spoke to Matt who is looking forward to his second interview with my boss on Thursday - I hope he gets the job as it will be good for him and good for us.

Monday 20 June 2011

Start Of Daily Updates

I'm going to try an experiment to see if I can post daily for the next year. So here goes.....

It was may 41st Birthday today and I had the day off work as usual. However I am in the middle of a low period in my depression so today was not good.

It was nice to see all the messages on Facebook but I still felt low and disconnected.

I'm back at work tomorrow so hopefully keeping busy will help.

Watched TV during the day including Doctor Who and the Seeds Of Doom on DVD which was good. This evening was a bit lost as feeling low just made me feel that I was wasting time and that I should have been doing something.


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